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written transcript of conversation between r and an unknown speaker on april 3rd 2007.

- you are miserable to be around. 

r: why would you say that to me? 

- i thought you needed to know. that's just how i've always felt about you. 

r: i've always thought you were a fucking bitch but i've never said it outloud. maybe because i'm a nice peroson. 

- haha. 

r: you're garbage. 

- what do you think of this picture? (IMAGE REMOVED)

r: i have no thoughts. 

- do you wanna know what i think? 

r: yeah sure. 

Shame is plugged into the machine

 

It was designed into its blueprint

 

 

And it's always there, just waiting

 

To switch on and start running

 

Shame is the engine that keeps us moving

 

It's the fuel that keeps us going

 

And it never runs out

 

Shame is the thing that we

 

please continue...

 

 

That a part machine part

 

whatever


was meant to censor its true desires

 

because it would love to just ____ and then ____ and _____ and _____ and ____

 

if only it weren't for the shame that's always there, just waiting to switch on and start running

 

 

“but that is not meant for you”

 

you are part “whatever”

 

 

 

It was designed into its blueprint

 

And it's always there, just waiting

 

To switch on and start running

 

Shame is the engine that keeps us moving

 

It's the fuel that keeps us going

 

And it never runs out

 

And for that very fact you will have eternal torture

 

And ill make you eat each finger

 

One by one as you bleed out in front of the machine

 

And the machine will watch

 

And do nothing

 

And you will die with the knowledge that your shame was your undoing

 

That you dream of using on another machine

 

You will forget it all in the next version

- thoughts? 

r: like i said. you're a fucking bitch. should have told you earlier. 

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